Dearest friends and travel companions who shared with me this wonderful adventure,
I would like to thank you deeply for all the love with which you supported and accompanied us throughout this intense and extraordinary experience.
I also would like to honor and say goodbye to Avasa together with you all organizing a big farewell party. Date and location will be announced asap.
As Daisy said: “Now that my dad died the satsang shouldn’t stop, let’s organize something in order to stay all together, we will continue it.”
Let’s honor this last huge present that Avasa left to us; as he taught us “Stai con la sensazione, le parole non sono importanti, la comprensione è nel cuore”.

With love,
Shikha

Dear friends, the warrior has lay down his arms.
Thank you for the love and support that you have given throughout the last few months.
Shikha Daisy Tanya and family

I’m enjoying the holiday
Wish you were here

I was going to write this as an email to two friends but the decision arose to write it openly so?!
OK the situation has now unfolded that I am in a lovely place named Dovadela (google map it)
where I am in a hospice by choice receiving great care from really great staff here and a much needed rest.
I am taking what medication that I have researched and heard about and acknowledged from the staff to be workable as well as mainly what I decided about the alternative foods (these are NOT medicines) and have found that within 24 hours thing took a turn for the better.
This place is basically for people for whom the meds have not worked or who have refused medical help. I have a lovely small apartment complete with kitchen but as the hospital delivers food which mixed with my many fungus and organic power foods as well as the organic fruit and veg that we are buying more than sustains this body,which is eating enough for 3 wild boar. There is a HUGE appetite for food and life .
The body is showing vast improvement daily.
I have had a lot of emails asking abut the situation for visiting, bearing in mind that this place isused by many other very sick people the situation is very open.
I can host only 2 people at a time and at present and am not so tired as I was s stay awake longer than previously. There is a lovely garden with a lawn so if more friends come we an spend time outside and you can run me around in my wheelchair LOL, no kidding!
BUT! Shikha makes all the decisions on all of this so get in touch with her for a yes or no if you would like to come. It has not been easy on her watching me almost pass way on three occasions and so I have a big respect that she needs her space in all of this.
Just 2 days ago she found an nice apartment just 10 minutes aways things are much more chilled out now. I guess it would be possible also to find some place to stay over the weekend or overnight if someone wishes too. The area is very beautiful with clean air and a small river.
I consider this at present that I am in hermitage as it really has been set up by outer circumstances for me to be here in such a perfect situation for what is required presently.
I will NOT be replying to loads of emails so be aware that if you do write I may not reply but I WILL read them all, NO personal problems crap PLEASE!
That is it I guess ! but say say again and again a million thanks for everything that so many of you have done and ESPECIALLY the love and prayers which are felt very strongly and which I know will return to you tenfold in many delightful ways. Above all the love is responsible for what is taking place.
I hope this clears things up regarding the present situation.
A HUGE one to all of you
Much Love as always Avasa

Finally an update about this body.
I am doing OK and definitely recovering and so providing I do not die of old age, it happens, I will be back on track next year.
I continue every day with the original choice of healing for this form and each day spend time researching and adding to what is already taking place what intuitively appeals.
I am probably by now on a 20% cooked and 80% raw organic food diet which is now beginning to show its affects on the immune system.
Many friends have asked by email and phone to visit but the answer to this request depends very much on the day as I have good days and bad ones and on a bad day you would more or less be trying to communicate with a vegetable LOL
Other symptoms have shown up in the healing process, such as melanoma on the face, and so the body does not look its best, having also lost a lot of weight and is still very weak.
A number of friends have asked why I do not keep up with this update regularly and the answer is that nothing is regular at present. To be able to type on the key board sometimes is a no go area both physically and mentally.
All I can say for sure is that slowly slowly the body is recovering and getting healthy again. I doubt very much that I will be doing any sharing before next year.
I have managed in the last two days to get out for a walk down to the waters edge, which is only about 60 metres away, and after a long rest get back to the apartment under my own steam. Previously if I managed a walk on the terrace holding onto the railings it was an achievement.
I do NOT keep in touch with any hospitals or any doctors and trust my own intuition on how the healing is going, clearly the cancer is still present to some degree but nowhere near to the degree it was a couple of months ago.
Again I really want to thank those of you who have given, and still do give, donations to help us out with the costs of being able to buy what has been needed for this healing to take place as well as it has done.
It has all been a very interesting ride but I do not think I will be repeating it. I still have not got to go fishing yet !!!
Much Love and thanks to all of you who have supported this situation financially and most importantly with love and positive energy in this direction.

A BIG hug Avasa

Just to keep anyone who is interested updated.
Our daily schedule is very full and so I am not able to keep updating on a daily basis so it is an as and when situation regarding keeping in touch with friends on how I am doing.
I feel I can say with surety that the cancer has receded and things are getting healthier regarding the body.
I am keeping up with everything that we initially decided to do and other things are being added to this therapy as we go along and that I come across and feel to be relevant to add to it.
At present I have arrived at the fact that one of the best things that could be added to this diet is cannabis as the combination of THC and BCD in the oil remove all traces of cancer in a very short time… BUT … always this damn but! LOL… it is illegal.
There was a time when out ancestors knew of the use of cannabis for many of the illnesses and diseases that now run rampant in our society but because of the ridiculing of such cures and the fact that Big Pharma has had them banned we are left with little choice but to take what is on offer by the pharmaceutical companies and their hospitals.
Fortunately for all of us there always have been rebels who have refused to give in and accept the rules of these upper class families who are trying to gain total control over society and it is these people who have kept the knowledge of the ancient cures available to those who have been brave enough to learn about them and make use of them
Today many people know that most medication used against these so called modern day diseases are created by the very people who propose to be looking for cures kills people. Just consider chemotherapy, it kills 98% of the people who turn for help to the medical system over a period of 5 years. When researched it tuns out many more people do actually recover from cancer and various life threatening diseases when they dedicate their self to a form of natural healing.
The truth is that most people who take chemo and die do not die from the cancer that they initially went into hospital for but from the effects (side effects LOL) of the treatment. Very few people die from cancer, the majority that do die die from the results of taking chemo.
Anyway since cannabis is illegal and therefore a hassle to find and buy and use etc etc I have continued to research to find a legal (at the moment) product that can do the equal of it. I have arrived at the conclusion that a substance named BLACK SALVE will do the job as well as the cannabis can.
It is easily and readily available in capsule form from many places in Europe. The ingredients can be bought easily and cheaply if one wishes to make it oneself almost everywhere. It can be found on Ebay.co.uk from some people in Warrington who have a very clever advert on ebay about it…..

http://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/Black-Salve-Capsules-400mg-60-Caps-Bloodroot-Graviola-Galangal-Chapparral-/291692144001?hash=item43ea34e581:g:sSoAAOSwsB9V-ZQv

These capsules can be used also as a preventative for many illnesses, even serious ones.

It is also available in ointment form again in various places and again on Ebay.co.uk from a gentleman who has cured himself of six cancers using the ointment and now sells this product for others to use…

http://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/Authentic-Organic-Black-Drawing-Salve-various-sizes-with-aftercare-balm-option-/161480979360?var=460513550328&hash=item25990433a0:m:mxsGVgSEoDoInlZSqGftAKg

The ointment MUST NOT be imbibed as it contains Zinc Chloride (in crystal form) which is best left on the surface of the skin outside of the body. This is left out of the capsules. These cures are not expensive and do work as you will see if you care to do a little research about them.
In the case of the ointment I have seen directly for my self the result of how it removed a cancerous growth on the skin of a friend in two weeks leaving no trace of a scar or anything to suggest a cancer had ever existed.
The only cooked food I take is potatoes, cauliflower and brown rice as they cannot be eaten raw, all else in the diet consists of raw organic fruit and veg juiced for easy digestion. To this has been added various herbs for taste and their curative properties such as ginger, turmeric, apricot seeds )for their B17) and Himalayan salt along with a few other things that have the ability to deal with cancer cells. There may be other things also but as yet I have not come across them or researched about their properties enough to add them to this diet.
The addition of the BLACK SALVE capsules should bring about a more direct result along with these things that I am already taking daily. This includes each day at least one coffee enema for cleaning the toxins out of the colon.
So as you can see our day is a 7 in the morning to 11 and night routine which I am happy to do and carry on with until this body is on top form again.
I feel much better than a month ago and even then I was feeling much better than a month prior to that, I do not keep a check on what is happening in this form through doctors and have no wish to as I would no longer believe in what they say or what they would suggest. This has been, and still is, an all or nothing situation and from what I see and what those around me see it is the ALL that it is moving towards.
A BIG thank you to all of you who sent us donations which have enabled us to be able to afford this therapy and to stay in Italy amongst friends who have been more than helpful in their wishes.
We are now in Viaregio since two days in the beach apartment of our friend Nisheeta which is literally just 10 metres from the edge of the sand and another 40 metres from the sea itself so I am getting plenty of fresh ozone.
Daisy is well and happy as her big brother Pete took a year off university and drove down from Wales to be with us, Toto is fine and dandy as always.
Shikha is doing her own recovery after all the hard work of looking after this body and keeping things running smoothly and here she is able to chill out much more than at her parents home.
Also here we are available for people to visit, but please contact Shikha first, by email or phone, if you wish to come to see us because I still have days on and days off.
Here are some links concerning BLACK SALVE if you wish to research it further…..

http://blacksalveinfo.com

http://BestOnEarthProducts.com

A BIG hug to you all, let us see what life has in store for us over the next few months.
Much Love to you all Avasa

I have often pointed out that as long as there is a desire for something at the level of thought or feeling then the very holding on to it at those levels is the very thing that prevents it manifesting and allowing yourself to have it!
Now before what is desired can finally come about as a created object or a situation it is my experience that it must therefore be let go of, sometimes for a second or two and sometimes to the point of forgetting about it altogether.
Maybe it is necessary to have a clear intellectual understanding of what one wants with attention and focus and also it may be necessary to match that with a fullness of feeling emotionally.
In this way the male and female aspect of the mind are not in conflict, BUT in my experience in every case where something has come into manifestation following a desire, for however long or worked on by the mind it was, all of that has to drop away.
I cannot have what I want if I hold it as an inner object of the mind.
Much of what I see as the circumstances of my life have appeared in this way but equally much also has manifest that was not thought about or involved feeling strongly about it beforehand.
In fact I can honestly say that what appears in my experience of the world just appeared ! without any effort on my part …….. from nowhere.
BUT …….. it has done so in a way that IF I had thought it out and IF I had felt it to its fullest, which I did not, it would have been exactly what I desired to come about in a future moment as my outer circumstances. Some part of my consciousness knows exactly what I want or need before it comes filtering through as the play of the mind.
It is if the attention, prior to the recognition of what one is, is seeking fulfilment or satisfaction in “things” but once one sees what one is over time, longer or shorter for different people because of their particular characteristics, the attention comes to rest naturally at home where it arises from in the Self.
When this is true of oneself the world does not stop manifesting but the desire for it to manifest in a particular way drops away more and more until activity in that direction ceases and one watches the world trundle along and one is happy to trundle along with it in the direction it seems to be going.
This is watched from a place, which is no place, of non-activity.
An easiness towards life and a sort of abandon-ness one’s constant companion through the day. In this state life is somewhat dreamlike but yet at the same time even more real than previously when one was not rested in this place of recognition of oneself.
From time to time events pop up from nowhere and for a time maybe the attention goes to that event until the energy to give it attention slips away and one is again in balance, stabilized, with what is appearing just as it is in that moment.
In this one is again open and empty living with the realization that everything is alive and magically appearing, which means anything can, and does, appear. This is my memory of what childhood was like, which my daughter reminds me of many times in my daily life.
One finds oneself in awe of everything realizing that it need not exist at all and yet here it is, the mystery in manifestation.
Seeing the world in this way all is just as it is without need for it to be otherwise.
This is what is taking place here now for myself, I am losing interest in the focus of attention being on this illness and knowing more about it and how to cure it, or FIX it.
This does not mean in any way that I want it to stay or that I want to remain as it is and the body to die but that there is a kind of indifference to whether it goes or stays.
THIS is where, in my past experiences, things manifest as the previously desired change and come into manifestation. This that could be seen as indifference is not actually indifference but detachment, a watching of things happening without interference from the mind’s intentions for it to be other than what it is or going in another direction.
Let us see if the validity of this theory brings about the full healing as I have lost interest in focusing on it all.
It is time to do more important things, like go fishing. Let life unfold LOL.